if i only had a brain

i'm going to see my therapist for the second time tomorrow. i had a lot i wanted to talk about a few days ago, and now i can't think of much of consequence. i'm sure it will flow out of me like water once i'm there, but for now i'm closed up tight. i don't think or feel much more than i have too these days. i push all my introspection aside by watching too much tv and distracting myself with various people and projects. one of these days i'm going to need to look into fixing that. sooner would probably be better. but for now i'm enjoying the slightly numb effect that only the disuse of the brain can give you. all hail comedy central and Munchkin.