crushing, crushed, crush
Oct. 2nd, 2006 06:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
notesinbluei have a crush on an imaginary person. again. this happens to me constantly. and i do mean constantly. i just wish it wouldn't distract me so much when it happens. nothing like zoning out and daydreaming about someone who doesn't exist all day. i suppose it's better than obsessing about someone who does exist, but is too far away to be a part of my life, whether that distance be emotional or physical. or a combination thereof in this case.
damn prince is flirting with the entirety of europe. he doesn't miss me at all. he's not out there growing and discovering himself. he's not getting over his issues. nor is he pining away for me. he's not doing any of the things i really hoped he would do. he's not going to come back all enlightened and carrying roses. why? because he's not on walkabout like he planned - he's on extended vacation. and i really resent him for it right now.
maybe it's just the pms talking, but to hell with real men (and women). maybe it is better to be lost in thought over someone who doesn't exist. a character may not ever acknowledge me, or be a part of my life, but hey, they won't disappoint me either. they can just float along and be a nice safe fantasy. like antarctica. *sigh* sometimes reality sucks.
damn prince is flirting with the entirety of europe. he doesn't miss me at all. he's not out there growing and discovering himself. he's not getting over his issues. nor is he pining away for me. he's not doing any of the things i really hoped he would do. he's not going to come back all enlightened and carrying roses. why? because he's not on walkabout like he planned - he's on extended vacation. and i really resent him for it right now.
maybe it's just the pms talking, but to hell with real men (and women). maybe it is better to be lost in thought over someone who doesn't exist. a character may not ever acknowledge me, or be a part of my life, but hey, they won't disappoint me either. they can just float along and be a nice safe fantasy. like antarctica. *sigh* sometimes reality sucks.
