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brain chatter
Nov. 30th, 2006 12:57 ama quiz:
gee. that's flattering. wish it wasn't so accurate. maybe i should call K back and go hang out. or maybe i should not stir shit up worse than it already is.
i turned off my phone and played video games all day. i didn't do anything i needed to do. i didn't write. i didn't anything. i can't remember the last time i did nothing all day. i feel a little bit better. i wish i could continue the trend.
it's only three degrees outside. my room is cold. the snow is still hanging in the trees because it never warmed up enough for any of it to melt. my windows are foggy in the edges. the sky seems lighter with snow on the ground. it's pretty and i like it. i just wish it was warmer.
i don't want to get up early tomorrow and go sit in the car for an hour. stupid people coming to look at the house when it's snowy and cold and early. knowing my luck they'll want to write a contract. 'cause moving is just what i need. i miss my house, and my things, but at least this place is familiar and homey. if i have to settle into a totally new place right now what little sense of 'home' i have will be gone. and that's about the last thing in the world i need right now.
i don't feel good, but i dare say i feel neutral. i might actually feel alright come morning. which means something will happen. just wait and see. tomorrow i think i'll leave my phone off again. that ought to lower my risk of crapitude. i'll leave my fingers crossed.
gee. that's flattering. wish it wasn't so accurate. maybe i should call K back and go hang out. or maybe i should not stir shit up worse than it already is.
i turned off my phone and played video games all day. i didn't do anything i needed to do. i didn't write. i didn't anything. i can't remember the last time i did nothing all day. i feel a little bit better. i wish i could continue the trend.
it's only three degrees outside. my room is cold. the snow is still hanging in the trees because it never warmed up enough for any of it to melt. my windows are foggy in the edges. the sky seems lighter with snow on the ground. it's pretty and i like it. i just wish it was warmer.
i don't want to get up early tomorrow and go sit in the car for an hour. stupid people coming to look at the house when it's snowy and cold and early. knowing my luck they'll want to write a contract. 'cause moving is just what i need. i miss my house, and my things, but at least this place is familiar and homey. if i have to settle into a totally new place right now what little sense of 'home' i have will be gone. and that's about the last thing in the world i need right now.
i don't feel good, but i dare say i feel neutral. i might actually feel alright come morning. which means something will happen. just wait and see. tomorrow i think i'll leave my phone off again. that ought to lower my risk of crapitude. i'll leave my fingers crossed.
