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notesinbluea hard cry and a couple hours of sleep later i feel much better.
it's a good thing he's gone for awhile. maybe i can get my head back on straight in his absence. being this spun is making me a melodramatic crazy person, and i really don't like it. it's suddenly clear why i was so insane when i was younger - crushes and young love get me so turned around that i spin out of control. it's like being on a tilt-a-whirl 24/7. of course, that's part of the fun, but right now i just feel seasick.
*turns up the radio and opens all the windows*
it's a good thing he's gone for awhile. maybe i can get my head back on straight in his absence. being this spun is making me a melodramatic crazy person, and i really don't like it. it's suddenly clear why i was so insane when i was younger - crushes and young love get me so turned around that i spin out of control. it's like being on a tilt-a-whirl 24/7. of course, that's part of the fun, but right now i just feel seasick.
*turns up the radio and opens all the windows*
